Don't blame the english teacher because you are failing math. Last night I was so excited to get to our "small group" at the church and dive into the scriptures. Unfortunately, for the second week in a row, our Bible's weren't cracked and instead the plan was to cover something else.
Now, you should know that our church is a very biblically focused place, and that it's just strange the way things played out. What's stranger still is that this was the second week in a row that this happened.
It would be so easy to blame the leaders of the group or to quit going because of this, but the fact is, I have a Bible of my very own. So why would I blame someone else for something that I can take responsibility for? So if I need more scripture time, I will just make more scripture time. And there it is.
Don't blame the english teacher because you are failing math.
Monday, March 4, 2013
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Prayer and thanksgiving.
Whether it is something we need, or something that would make us feel a little bit more comfortable, we know that if we ask, we may receive.
Prayers for safe travels, extra income, lost souls, people who hurt physically, we pray for all of it.
A couple weeks back I had to make the five hour journey to Cheyenne with three of my sisters' young daughters. When we left the house I noticed that I had 140 miles to empty. With 120 miles between my house and the next city with a gas station I felt comfortable skipping the stop in my town and decided to stop at the station a couple hours away.
As we drove I noticed the number of miles to the next town were very comparable to the miles I had to empty. Had I missed something? Was the high wind causing me to get different gas mileage? Whatever was happening, I prayed consistently for the last 36 miles. Every time the number decreased on my dashboard fuel information, I asked God to help us make it to a gas pump without anyone having to walk or ask for help.
When we finally made it to the nearest pumps we had 6 miles to empty. I thanked God, and we continued on our journey.
Seems strange to me how much time and effort and energy I give my Lord when I am close to 'empty', but when things are going smoothly I rarely thank God with the same passion. 1st Thessalonians 5:17 says, 'Pray without ceasing". Verse 18 says, 'give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.'.
I want to do that. I want to pray all the time, and I pretty much do that now. He has my thoughts most of the time, my constant silent prayer for a variety of people, and situations that I encounter. Unfortunately, there are times when I get to worrying in my prayers, and I end up crying out for help without breaking to see and appreciate the situation I might be having. And sometimes it seems like when that "big" thing has worked out, I forget to do more than give a quick thanks.
I keep thinking of that old praise tune by Amy Grant, 'Sing Your Praise To The Lord'.
Sing your praise to the Lord,
Come on everybody,
Stand up and sing...one more
Hallelujah,
Give your praise to the Lord,
I can never tell you,
Just how much good...that it's
Gonna do ya
Just to sing...anew...
The song your heart first learned to sing when He
First gave His life...to you...
The life goes on and so must the song,
You gotta sing...again...
The song born in your soul when you
First gave your heart...to Him...
Sing His praises, once more
Sing your praise to the Lord,
Come on everybody,
Stand up and sing...one more
Hallelujah,
Give your praise to the Lord,
I can never tell you,
Just how much good...that it's
Gonna do ya
Just to sing...aloud...
The song that someone is dying to hear
Down in the madd'ning crowd...
As you once were before your heard the song,
You gotta let them know...
The truth is a life to shine upon the way,
So maybe they...can go...
Sing His praises, once more
Sing your praise to the Lord,
Come on everybody,
Stand up and sing...one more
Hallelujah,
Give your praise to the Lord,
I can never tell you,
Just how much good...that it's
Gonna do ya
Just to let the name of the Lord...
Be praise, both for now, and evermore,
Praise Him all ye servants,
Give Him praise to the Lord,
Come on everybody,
Stand up and sing...one more
Hallelujah,
Give your praise to the Lord,
I can never tell you,
Just how much good...that it's
Gonna do ya
Just to sing, sing sing...
Come on, sing, sing, sing...
I can hear you now, sing, sing, sing...
We would do well to read the lyrics to this song. It seems we sometimes get carried away with the situation and we forget how He is not here to accommodate us, but we are here to serve Him. I can stand to learn to serve Him better.
Ephesians 5:20 'giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ,'
My Lord, my Provider, and my Strength,
I thank you for seeing me through the times when I overreact and worry needlessly. I ask that You will carry me through my struggles and that the next time I will not be anxious, or insecure. I ask that You give me the Light to shine for You. You know my heart Lord, and You alone know all of the things that make me fret. I trust that You will give me wisdom in these situations, and help me to turn to You in everything. Lord, I'm so sorry that sometimes I beg for your help and that in the end I give you nothing more than a simple thanks. You have made so many provisions for me and to not fall to my knees and praise Your Holy Name seems like it would bring You disappointment. Lord, let me be a glad sight to your eyes. Keep me close to You, and please continue the good work You started in me.
T~
Friday, June 22, 2012
my hearts desire
Heavenly Father,
Thank you for the many provisions you have made for me and my family. You have given us so much, and you are able to take it away. While our finances sit in limbo right now and I wonder how we will pay for this house, or that car, or those furnaces, and so on, you continue to amaze me and provide.
Lord, I know the meaning of the word integrity, please let me live it, to the fullest, so that people may see me and think of You. It seems satan attacks from all sides lately, whether it be a single doctors report, or a rant on facebook, Lord, we need your protection. We need you far more than we need comfort, and ease. You are our peace in times of trouble. You alone are our refuge in times of attack. You are strong enough, and love us enough to fight for us so that we don't have to. Please remind me when I am getting so caught up in the negative that I need to turn to you. Sometimes it's just so easy to slip into that same old angry and worried funk. I praise you because you are so generous to give me rest and peace, even when it seems our world is caving in.
I am reminded of some phrases from songs we do with the praise team, "You alone are worthy of our praise", "there is no one like our God, no there is no one like our God", and "You alone are worthy of my praise."
My actions do not always match what is in my heart, but I think sometimes you allow troubles to find me in order that I can see what's in my heart. Father, You already know my heart. You know where I struggle even when I think I have a handle on it all. Forgive me for being so cocky to think I've got it all figured out. Forgive me for thinking that my plan is as sufficient as yours. Forgive me for my anger towards those that insult me, for those that accuse me, and for those that hurt me. You have called me to a new life, please stay with me Lord, alone I am nothing at all.
My heart hurts today because I know so much of what you've said, and I've only applied the parts that were easy enough. Help me to apply your living word to every situation I encounter.
Thank you for this incredible gift of grace. "Sin is broken, you have saved me, it is written, Christ is risen, Jesus you are Lord of all."
Humbly, and with a meekness, eager to receive Your implanted word, I commit all that I am, all that I have, all that I love and fear, to You Lord. In your glorious name, amen.
James chapter 1
James, a servant of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ, to the 12 tribes of Dispersion, Greetings.
Count it all joy my brothers when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have it's full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God for it, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind. For that person must suppose he will receive nothing from the Lord; he is a double minded man, unstable in all his ways.
Let the lowly brother boast in his exaltation, and the rich in his humiliation, because like a flower of the grass he will pass away. For the sun rises with it's scorching heat and withers the grass, it's flower falls, and it's beauty perishes. So also will the rich made fade away in the midst of his pursuits.
Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am tempted by God," for God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one. But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desires. Then desire, when it has conceived, gives birth to sin, and sin, when it is fully grown brings death.
Do not be deceived my beloved brothers, every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of Lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change. Of his own will he brought us forth by the word of truth, that we should be a kind of firstfruits of his creatures.
Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, and slow to anger, for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God. Therefore, put away all filthiness and rampant wickedness and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls.
But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like. But the one who looks into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and perseveres, being no hearer who forgets, but a doer who acts, he will be blessed by his doing.
If anone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his heart, this person's religion is worthless. Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.
Thank you for the many provisions you have made for me and my family. You have given us so much, and you are able to take it away. While our finances sit in limbo right now and I wonder how we will pay for this house, or that car, or those furnaces, and so on, you continue to amaze me and provide.
Lord, I know the meaning of the word integrity, please let me live it, to the fullest, so that people may see me and think of You. It seems satan attacks from all sides lately, whether it be a single doctors report, or a rant on facebook, Lord, we need your protection. We need you far more than we need comfort, and ease. You are our peace in times of trouble. You alone are our refuge in times of attack. You are strong enough, and love us enough to fight for us so that we don't have to. Please remind me when I am getting so caught up in the negative that I need to turn to you. Sometimes it's just so easy to slip into that same old angry and worried funk. I praise you because you are so generous to give me rest and peace, even when it seems our world is caving in.
I am reminded of some phrases from songs we do with the praise team, "You alone are worthy of our praise", "there is no one like our God, no there is no one like our God", and "You alone are worthy of my praise."
My actions do not always match what is in my heart, but I think sometimes you allow troubles to find me in order that I can see what's in my heart. Father, You already know my heart. You know where I struggle even when I think I have a handle on it all. Forgive me for being so cocky to think I've got it all figured out. Forgive me for thinking that my plan is as sufficient as yours. Forgive me for my anger towards those that insult me, for those that accuse me, and for those that hurt me. You have called me to a new life, please stay with me Lord, alone I am nothing at all.
My heart hurts today because I know so much of what you've said, and I've only applied the parts that were easy enough. Help me to apply your living word to every situation I encounter.
Thank you for this incredible gift of grace. "Sin is broken, you have saved me, it is written, Christ is risen, Jesus you are Lord of all."
Humbly, and with a meekness, eager to receive Your implanted word, I commit all that I am, all that I have, all that I love and fear, to You Lord. In your glorious name, amen.
James chapter 1
James, a servant of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ, to the 12 tribes of Dispersion, Greetings.
Count it all joy my brothers when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have it's full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God for it, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind. For that person must suppose he will receive nothing from the Lord; he is a double minded man, unstable in all his ways.
Let the lowly brother boast in his exaltation, and the rich in his humiliation, because like a flower of the grass he will pass away. For the sun rises with it's scorching heat and withers the grass, it's flower falls, and it's beauty perishes. So also will the rich made fade away in the midst of his pursuits.
Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am tempted by God," for God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one. But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desires. Then desire, when it has conceived, gives birth to sin, and sin, when it is fully grown brings death.
Do not be deceived my beloved brothers, every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of Lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change. Of his own will he brought us forth by the word of truth, that we should be a kind of firstfruits of his creatures.
Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, and slow to anger, for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God. Therefore, put away all filthiness and rampant wickedness and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls.
But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like. But the one who looks into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and perseveres, being no hearer who forgets, but a doer who acts, he will be blessed by his doing.
If anone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his heart, this person's religion is worthless. Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Psalm 86
Psalm 86. A prayer of David.
Incline your ear, O Lord, and answer me, for I am poor and needy.
Preserve my life, for I am godly; save your servant, who trusts in you- you are my God.
Be gracious to me, O Lord, for to you do I cry all the day.
Gladden the soul of your servant, for to you, O lord, do I lift up my soul.
For you, O Lord, are good and forgiving, abounding in steadfast love to all who call upon you.
Give ear, O Lord, to my prayer: listen to my plea for grace.
In the day of my trouble I call upon you, for you answer me.
There is none like you among the gods, O Lord, nor are there any works like yours.
All the nations you have made shall come and worship before you, O Lord, and shall glorify your name.
For you are great and do wondrous things; you alone are God.
Teach me your way, O Lord, that I may walk in your truth; unite my heart to fear your name.
I give thanks to you, O Lord my God, with my whole heart, and I will glorify your name forever.
For great is your steadfast love toward me; you have delivered my soul from the depths of Sheol.
O God, insolent men have risen up against me; a band of ruthless men seeks my life, and they do not set you before them.
But you, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.
Turn to me and be gracious to me; give your strength to your servant, and save the son of your maidservant.
Show me a sign of your favor, that those who hate me may see and be put to shame because you, O Lord, have helped me and comforted me.
Incline your ear, O Lord, and answer me, for I am poor and needy.
Preserve my life, for I am godly; save your servant, who trusts in you- you are my God.
Be gracious to me, O Lord, for to you do I cry all the day.
Gladden the soul of your servant, for to you, O lord, do I lift up my soul.
For you, O Lord, are good and forgiving, abounding in steadfast love to all who call upon you.
Give ear, O Lord, to my prayer: listen to my plea for grace.
In the day of my trouble I call upon you, for you answer me.
There is none like you among the gods, O Lord, nor are there any works like yours.
All the nations you have made shall come and worship before you, O Lord, and shall glorify your name.
For you are great and do wondrous things; you alone are God.
Teach me your way, O Lord, that I may walk in your truth; unite my heart to fear your name.
I give thanks to you, O Lord my God, with my whole heart, and I will glorify your name forever.
For great is your steadfast love toward me; you have delivered my soul from the depths of Sheol.
O God, insolent men have risen up against me; a band of ruthless men seeks my life, and they do not set you before them.
But you, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.
Turn to me and be gracious to me; give your strength to your servant, and save the son of your maidservant.
Show me a sign of your favor, that those who hate me may see and be put to shame because you, O Lord, have helped me and comforted me.
Monday, May 21, 2012
Christianity.
Did you know that early in Mahatma Ghandi's life he considered converting to Christianity? Yep, it's true. Unfortunately, this is what he had to say about it, "I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."
Christianity is defined as the state of being Christ like. How sad that we as a whole have become so arrogant in our OWN doctrines that we have forgotten truly what was intended for the Christian. So many people say that they are Christians, while their actions are merely to try to make Christianity as accommodating and simple for their life as possible. Jesus never came to earth to show how easy it was and how he would glorify himself. He came to show how rewarding it would be to glorify God.
I think we all need to step it up a bit. Being Christ-like, that is the task, not making Christ seem more like us, not making God work for our redemption, but rather accepting and living with Christ's redemption.
What are your thoughts on how we as a whole can change this worldly opinion of Christianity?
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Womans Work
It is just so easy sometimes to get so caught up in everything you want to do in a day that we forget how important it is to first serve the Lord before we serve ourselves. I am realizing that in my service to Him my first obligation is to help and support my husband with what he wants to do. My job as his wife is to be his helpmate, his supporter and biggest fan, even when he's not really my favorite.
The bible tells us to "love our neighbors as ourself" (Matthew 22:39)
It is true that my husband is my closest neighbor. I love that.
Sometimes he aggravates me to no end, and it takes a consistent study of God's word, God's will, God's grace, and constant prayer that makes it possible to overlook the irritations and instead do what God made me to do~ glorify Him.
Romans 12:2 "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect."
The whole gist of it is that we were born into a sinful selfish world, and it's a shame that some of us are okay with settling for that, but if you want to please your Creator, and do as He intends, you must first start with the renewal of your mind. Everyday, not once a week ~ on Sundays, while the community watches ~ we should be lifting our praise and honor to heaven. As a wife and mother, I see my ministry and purpose to glorify my husband, so that he can better glorify God the way he was intended.
Ephesians 5:22-24 "Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife even as Christ is the head of the church, his body, and is himself its Savior. now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit in everything to their husbands."
Sounds like we as wives have the hardest job, but God knows our husbands, and we will be blessed in our service to them.
Here are some scriptures that are an encouragement to me, and a focal point when I get into that selfish funk that I sometimes find myself in.
Psalm 94:19,22
When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul...But the Lord has become my stronghold, and my God the rock of my refuge.
1st Peter 5:6,7
Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.
Proverbs 4:18
But the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn, which shines brighter and brighter until full day.
Psalm 55:22
Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved.
1st Corinthians 10:13
No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
Don't get discouraged just because things are going according to your plan, just remember that your plan can't possibly include all the glory and all of the grace that God's plan intends for you. Keep your chin up, stop whining about your husband and love Him like it is a commandment from God (because it is).
The bible tells us to "love our neighbors as ourself" (Matthew 22:39)
It is true that my husband is my closest neighbor. I love that.
Sometimes he aggravates me to no end, and it takes a consistent study of God's word, God's will, God's grace, and constant prayer that makes it possible to overlook the irritations and instead do what God made me to do~ glorify Him.
Romans 12:2 "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect."
The whole gist of it is that we were born into a sinful selfish world, and it's a shame that some of us are okay with settling for that, but if you want to please your Creator, and do as He intends, you must first start with the renewal of your mind. Everyday, not once a week ~ on Sundays, while the community watches ~ we should be lifting our praise and honor to heaven. As a wife and mother, I see my ministry and purpose to glorify my husband, so that he can better glorify God the way he was intended.
Ephesians 5:22-24 "Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife even as Christ is the head of the church, his body, and is himself its Savior. now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit in everything to their husbands."
Sounds like we as wives have the hardest job, but God knows our husbands, and we will be blessed in our service to them.
Here are some scriptures that are an encouragement to me, and a focal point when I get into that selfish funk that I sometimes find myself in.
Psalm 94:19,22
When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul...But the Lord has become my stronghold, and my God the rock of my refuge.
1st Peter 5:6,7
Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.
Proverbs 4:18
But the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn, which shines brighter and brighter until full day.
Psalm 55:22
Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved.
1st Corinthians 10:13
No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
Don't get discouraged just because things are going according to your plan, just remember that your plan can't possibly include all the glory and all of the grace that God's plan intends for you. Keep your chin up, stop whining about your husband and love Him like it is a commandment from God (because it is).
Friday, April 6, 2012
It's Friday, but Sunday's coming. Just thought I'd start with something witty, but my brain isn't really with it today.
Proverbs 31:28 Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her.
So, I've been striving with much might to become this woman for this reward in particular. I would love to hear that my family has taken notice. Hmmmm.
Sometimes I would like to hear less about everyone's favorite wife and mother at my church from my husband and kids, and instead see that they recognize that what I'm doing is also good, maybe not AS good, but good nonetheless.
I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. Phil 3:14
I guess I stick with it, and put myself away, AGAIN, and see what course this all takes.
Proverbs 31:28 Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her.
So, I've been striving with much might to become this woman for this reward in particular. I would love to hear that my family has taken notice. Hmmmm.
Sometimes I would like to hear less about everyone's favorite wife and mother at my church from my husband and kids, and instead see that they recognize that what I'm doing is also good, maybe not AS good, but good nonetheless.
I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. Phil 3:14
I guess I stick with it, and put myself away, AGAIN, and see what course this all takes.
Sunday, April 1, 2012
April 1, 2012
It's the first day of April, and a Sunday even. The sky is mostly blue, and even with the wind it's still quite warm outside. I like it, for now.
Easter is just around the corner, and my birthday right after that. Much to do. I've been stocking my etsy shop with passion, and in between homeschooling, meal planning, trying to get a college degree, and sewing, I'm left with more to-do's (laundry, dishes, animal care, you know). And on that note, my biggest dog is barking at me to take him outside for a moment. I just wanted to check in.
Don't forget to read your bible, it's important. I didn't make the time for about a week, and quickly felt the despair trying to edge it's way back into my mindset. I'm happy to know how to fix that problem. Alright, alright... outside to potty.
Easter is just around the corner, and my birthday right after that. Much to do. I've been stocking my etsy shop with passion, and in between homeschooling, meal planning, trying to get a college degree, and sewing, I'm left with more to-do's (laundry, dishes, animal care, you know). And on that note, my biggest dog is barking at me to take him outside for a moment. I just wanted to check in.
Don't forget to read your bible, it's important. I didn't make the time for about a week, and quickly felt the despair trying to edge it's way back into my mindset. I'm happy to know how to fix that problem. Alright, alright... outside to potty.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Staying Busy.
"She makes linen garments and sells them, and supplies the merchants with sashes. She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come. She speaks with wisdom and faithful instruction is on her tongue. She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness." Proverbs 31:24-27
I haven't had the sales I'd like to have with my garments I'm selling. I feel like I'm not as productive as I should be and although my internet time has slowed down immensely, I still feel idle sometimes. Maybe I am to carry on, and spend my time sewing in prayer, and maybe I'm just supposed to be productive right now in making things, not so much in selling them. Maybe my time to sell will come with warmer weather. Whatever the case, Lord let me be more like this woman of your Word. Let me spend so much time with you that I am filled with your wisdom, and it pours from my heart to my mouth, and let me be so in love with You that I can't help but share You with everyone I know. Help me to be strong and of a good courage, not afraid, or weary. Help me to show You to people, through my productiveness. Please Lord, verse 31 of this same chapter says, "Give her the reward she has earned, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate." Let this also be my reward, even if not today, please help me to see a hint of reward in what I am doing, and help me to hear your guidance and direction so that I can only do what pleases You.
Monday, February 13, 2012
The Parable of the Sower
I know that I was going through the verses of the virtuous woman, but I've been looking through seed books, and I can't stop thinking about Matthew 13:1-9.
That same day Jesus went out of the house and sat beside the sea. And great crowds gathered around him, so that he got into a boat and sat down. And the whole crowd stood on the beach. And he told them many things in parables, saying: "A sower went out to sow. And as he sowed, some seeds fell along the path, and the birds came and devoured them. Other seeds fell on rocky ground, where they did not have much soil, and immediately they sprang up, since they had no depth of soil, but when the sun rose they were scorched. And since they had no root they withered away. Other seeds fell among the thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked them. other seeds fell on good soil and produced grain, some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty. He who has ears, let him hear.
I remember when I was about 5 or 6. I went to Children's church every Sunday afternoon while the adults were in the sanctuary having an adult lesson, and there I asked Jesus to come into my heart and live. Sounds sweet doesn't it? I remember Mrs. Parsons, the sweet lady who would ask us all to close our eyes and repeat after her, the prayer of salvation, if, of course we felt it in our hearts to do so. I would squint tight enough that I could still see through the smallest gap in my eyelids, and every Sunday I would see her eyes fixed heavily upon me. As if she knew that I had only said the prayer the week before because I knew she was watching. I was a good kid. I made good choices while I lived at home in my parents house, and while the "soil" of my parents house was rich with nutrients, when I left there I found myself in search of "miracle grow", the easy alternative to daily maintenance, at least as far as I was concerned. I did what I wanted to do, there was no one who was going to tell me different. I was an adult for crying out loud, I could very well do what I liked without having to explain my actions to anyone. Looking back now, it seems very evident that the "miracle grow" solution wasn't working so well.
I did have moments where I felt a desire to be back where I had been. My favorite time was while I was walking with God, watching miracles take place, seeing changes, but taking care of the "soil" was so much more work than I had anticipated, and it was just so much easier to be lazy and I could just explain to God later.
Now, looking back, I wish I'd taken every opportunity to be the person God had wanted me to be from the very beginning of my life. It's not that hard to study the word of God when you have a heart to please the One who created you for His purpose; to glorify Him. Nowadays I try to work on "soil" development daily. Keeping firm roots in the scriptures, praying every chance I get for guidance from the Holy Spirit, and I try to live my life as a testimony to my Heavenly Father.
Thank you so much Father for bringing me back to your arms. For helping me see that I was nothing without you. Help me Lord to be productive. Thank you for giving me ears to hear.
T~
websites that will shed some light on the importance of Non GMO seeds.
http://www.westerngardeners.com/safe-seed-question-from-a-beginning-gardener.html
http://www.organicaseed.com/?gclid=CN2FnfWinK4CFQOEhwodnS6MIQ
http://www.seedsofdeception.com/Public/BuyingNon-GMO/index.cfm
http://www.victoryseeds.com/
Thursday, February 9, 2012
A green monster from my past.
Jealousy is something I struggle with from time to time. Maybe we all do, or maybe it's just that the way I lived my life previously hasn't always led me to a place where I live confidently today. My history of mistakes awakens like a green monster peering out of the closet after dark, reminding me that I haven't always been the person I am today.
Today the giant didn't wait until dark. It actually made a quick appearance a few days ago, and has been stalking me until this afternoon. It seemed to want to claim all my attention and bring me into the darkest parts of my soul.
It isn't the actions of someone else, it is the actions of my own past that cause me to doubt my situations, the one that I love, and the truth of the rock I build my home upon.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6
For years and years I have justified my own insecurities with excuses of experiences past. Today I realized my understanding is nothing in comparison to what the Lord has planned for me. He knows my history and loves me anyway. He's forgiven me and given me an opportunity to be cleansed, white as snow, whole again as if I'd never suffered the consequence of having been a servant to myself.
Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4
How great is our God, that He is able to know our heart even before we are? He knew that I was going to suffer through these thoughts today and he brought me these verses years ago, knowing that today I would finally understand them. I cannot go on being angry and defensive if I am going to delight myself in the Lord. I cannot do both at once.
If anyone serves me, he must follow me; and where I am, there will my servant be also. If anyone serves me, the Father will honor him.
John 12:26
How profound to realize that we must give it all up and follow Him. Why would we want to carry along all the luggage that has made us imperfect anyway? He's forgiven me, I've no need to remember the person I was before, or to try to justify my judgement on others because I think I know their heart.
But he was wounded for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his stripes we are healed.
Isaiah 53:5
I have heard that when we continue to live according to the sins we've committed before we accepted the gift of grace, we are breaking our Lord's heart. He has removed that part of us, and if we continue to hang on to it, it is as though we do not trust that He can truly rid us of that which has kept us from Him.
Thank you Lord.
You brought these verses to me over 20 years ago, and today reminded me of them, knowing that I would need them. How amazing is your love for me. I've never known one like You Father. Thank you for taking my grief away today. Lord help me on these days, You know the ones, to desire You rather than entertain the doubts that satan lays all around me. I cannot rest assured in the knowledge of my mistakes, but only in the knowledge of Your gift of grace and all of the mercies that you bestow upon me. How I love you Lord! How I want to be the one that You desire that I be! Please continue the work you started in me God. I want to be the wife, the mother, and the living example you seek that I be. Forgive me Heavenly Father for not seeking you out sooner. I took you for granted all of those years that I spent serving myself, and how I wish I could go back and do them all again, with Your will as my foundation. I know that you use all things for Your glory Lord. Please use me, in even and especially the situations where I seem to struggle to breathe let alone serve you, and let there be power in my suffering and struggles. I love you.
T~
Today the giant didn't wait until dark. It actually made a quick appearance a few days ago, and has been stalking me until this afternoon. It seemed to want to claim all my attention and bring me into the darkest parts of my soul.
It isn't the actions of someone else, it is the actions of my own past that cause me to doubt my situations, the one that I love, and the truth of the rock I build my home upon.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6
For years and years I have justified my own insecurities with excuses of experiences past. Today I realized my understanding is nothing in comparison to what the Lord has planned for me. He knows my history and loves me anyway. He's forgiven me and given me an opportunity to be cleansed, white as snow, whole again as if I'd never suffered the consequence of having been a servant to myself.
Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4
How great is our God, that He is able to know our heart even before we are? He knew that I was going to suffer through these thoughts today and he brought me these verses years ago, knowing that today I would finally understand them. I cannot go on being angry and defensive if I am going to delight myself in the Lord. I cannot do both at once.
If anyone serves me, he must follow me; and where I am, there will my servant be also. If anyone serves me, the Father will honor him.
John 12:26
How profound to realize that we must give it all up and follow Him. Why would we want to carry along all the luggage that has made us imperfect anyway? He's forgiven me, I've no need to remember the person I was before, or to try to justify my judgement on others because I think I know their heart.
But he was wounded for our transgressions; he was crushed for our iniquities; upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with his stripes we are healed.
Isaiah 53:5
I have heard that when we continue to live according to the sins we've committed before we accepted the gift of grace, we are breaking our Lord's heart. He has removed that part of us, and if we continue to hang on to it, it is as though we do not trust that He can truly rid us of that which has kept us from Him.
Thank you Lord.
You brought these verses to me over 20 years ago, and today reminded me of them, knowing that I would need them. How amazing is your love for me. I've never known one like You Father. Thank you for taking my grief away today. Lord help me on these days, You know the ones, to desire You rather than entertain the doubts that satan lays all around me. I cannot rest assured in the knowledge of my mistakes, but only in the knowledge of Your gift of grace and all of the mercies that you bestow upon me. How I love you Lord! How I want to be the one that You desire that I be! Please continue the work you started in me God. I want to be the wife, the mother, and the living example you seek that I be. Forgive me Heavenly Father for not seeking you out sooner. I took you for granted all of those years that I spent serving myself, and how I wish I could go back and do them all again, with Your will as my foundation. I know that you use all things for Your glory Lord. Please use me, in even and especially the situations where I seem to struggle to breathe let alone serve you, and let there be power in my suffering and struggles. I love you.
T~
Monday, February 6, 2012
Proverbs 31:17
10) An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. 11) The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. 12) She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life. 13) She seeks wool and flax, and works with willing hands. 14) She is like the ships of the merchant; she brings her food from afar. 15) She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens. 16) She considers a field and buys it; with the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard. 17) She dresses herself with strength and makes her arms strong. 18) She perceives that her merchandise is profitable. Her lamp does not go out at night. 19) She puts her hands to the distaff, and her hands hold the spindle. 20) She opens her hand to the poor and reaches out her hands to the needy. 21) She is not afraid of snow for her household, for all her household are clothed in scarlet. 22) She makes bed coverings for herself; her clothing is fine linen and purple. 23) Her husband is known in the gates when he sits among the elders of the land. 24) She makes linen garments and sells them; she delivers sashes to the merchant. 25) Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come. 26) She opens her mouth with wisdom, and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue. 27) She looks well to the ways of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. 28) Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her: 29) "Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all." 30) Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. 31) Give her the fruit of her hands, and let her works praise her in the gates.
How does a woman dress herself with strength? Can I do that by being a dictator in my home, a "battle axe" so to speak? I don't think so. I think we can gather our strength from the word of God and His might alone.
2nd Samuel 22:40 "For you equipped me with strength for the battle; you made those who rise against me sink under me."
1st Chronicles 16:11 "Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually."
Nehemiah 8:10b "And do not be grieved, for the joy of the Lord is your strength."
Psalm 28:7 "The Lord is my strength and my shield; in him my heart trusts, and I am helped; my heart exults, and with my song I give thanks to him."
Psalm 105:4 "Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually."
See a pattern here? Our strength, if like the virtuous woman, should come from the Lord. We can not do any thing we set our minds to, but we can do all things that the Lord gives us strength to do.
After last week, my arms were sore, my back hurt, and my feet were in bad shape too. It wasn't that I had done any thing that was so physical, but I'm certain I was aching as I was beginning to release my fears in a situation to the Lord, my muscles were sore because I had begun to relax them. I joke that my trust muscles were sore, but I feel that it was really having carried these fears with me for so long, and finally haven given them up to Him, I was able to feel the damage that carrying them with my own strength had done. He is there to provide us with the courage, faith, and mercies we need to get through any and all situations that come our way.
No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1st Corinthians 10:13
Stand up women of God, STAND UP! He will be the strength in us. He will be the one making our arms strong. There is no video with a six minute work out that can give you more strength than what we will find in Him.
How does a woman dress herself with strength? Can I do that by being a dictator in my home, a "battle axe" so to speak? I don't think so. I think we can gather our strength from the word of God and His might alone.
2nd Samuel 22:40 "For you equipped me with strength for the battle; you made those who rise against me sink under me."
1st Chronicles 16:11 "Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually."
Nehemiah 8:10b "And do not be grieved, for the joy of the Lord is your strength."
Psalm 28:7 "The Lord is my strength and my shield; in him my heart trusts, and I am helped; my heart exults, and with my song I give thanks to him."
Psalm 105:4 "Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually."
See a pattern here? Our strength, if like the virtuous woman, should come from the Lord. We can not do any thing we set our minds to, but we can do all things that the Lord gives us strength to do.
After last week, my arms were sore, my back hurt, and my feet were in bad shape too. It wasn't that I had done any thing that was so physical, but I'm certain I was aching as I was beginning to release my fears in a situation to the Lord, my muscles were sore because I had begun to relax them. I joke that my trust muscles were sore, but I feel that it was really having carried these fears with me for so long, and finally haven given them up to Him, I was able to feel the damage that carrying them with my own strength had done. He is there to provide us with the courage, faith, and mercies we need to get through any and all situations that come our way.
No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1st Corinthians 10:13
Stand up women of God, STAND UP! He will be the strength in us. He will be the one making our arms strong. There is no video with a six minute work out that can give you more strength than what we will find in Him.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Proverbs 31:16
This gal's a planner. She doesn't just approach life with a "can do" attitude, which our society seems to swear by these days. She also puts careful consideration into what will be best for her family. I'm pretty sure she prays about these things, and that's what 'careful' implies in this verse. Her family is growing, and she will consider carefully how she can help meet their needs.
I also read a commentary where it says that "field" is an implication of the scriptures. In order to receive all of the benefits from the Bible, it must be read, studied, and contemplated with great consideration. This commentary goes on to read that "with the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard" means that those who are planted firmly in the Word are firmly planted in the house of the Lord.
What I'm taking from this verse is that we are, as women, not incompetent to serve. We may not have the same purpose as the men of faith, but we have a purpose to carefully maintain our homes. I shouldn't be the kind of woman who splurges on a whim, but the kind of woman who plans carefully, with prayer and consideration for what is pleasing and acceptable to my Heavenly Father, and in accordance with that which my husband approves.
While I watched the news tonight I heard a little girl speaking of a traumatic situation her mother had been involved in. She mentioned that the example that her mother had set for her in this ordeal was that we can accomplish anything we set our minds to. That sounds lovely, and it has been a matter of fact in my old behavior. Fortunately, as a new believer, and an active seeker of wisdom, I have found that that little phrase is missing one HUGE element. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" Philippians 1:4. Without Christ, we cannot do all things, whether we set our minds to it or not. We can do some things, but if we need a sure source of power, we need to seek Him, with trust and perseverance and His will in mind. If we are not to buy "the field" our Lord will guide us in another direction. If we are not to buy the field right now, He can postpone that opportunity until it is in accordance with His will.
The second part of this verse is just as important. With the fruits of her hands she plants the vineyard. She is consistent in her prayer and preparation. She is willing to get her hands dirty, knowing that what she is doing is only so that she can glorify her Father, not so that she herself can be glorified. I think if it were about her, we'd know her name by now. If we are going to do something, let's do it for the right reasons, with a righteousness of heart, and do it until it's done, not start and finish whenever the desire arises again.
And on that note, I should probably go finish cleaning the kitchen. :)
Thank you Lord for making me who I am. Thank you for softening my heart so that I could hear your words with understanding rather than resentment. Thank you for choosing me to serve you. Help me to finish what I start Lord, and to do all that I do with your glory in mind.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Proverbs 31:15
10) An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. 11) The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. 12) She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life. 13) She seeks wool and flax, and works with willing hands. 14) She is like the ships of the merchant; she brings her food from afar. 15) She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens. 16) She considers a field and buys it; with the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard. 17) She dresses herself with strength and makes her arms strong. 18) She perceives that her merchandise is profitable. Her lamp does not go out at night. 19) She puts her hands to the distaff, and her hands hold the spindle. 20) She opens her hand to the poor and reaches out her hands to the needy. 21) She is not afraid of snow for her household, for all her household are clothed in scarlet. 22) She makes bed coverings for herself; her clothing is fine linen and purple. 23) Her husband is known in the gates when he sits among the elders of the land. 24) She makes linen garments and sells them; she delivers sashes to the merchant. 25) Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come. 26) She opens her mouth with wisdom, and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue. 27) She looks well to the ways of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. 28) Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her: 29) "Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all." 30) Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. 31) Give her the fruit of her hands, and let her works praise her in the gates.
15. She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens.
This morning I woke up late. I had trouble sleeping because of the eczema on my feet, and our new puppy was well rested by one a.m. and was ready to play and chew. Don't misunderstand and think that I'm complaining. I like quiet time, whether early in the morning, or late in the evening, or even in the midday. I just find it ironic that today, being the day for verse 15, I woke up so late.
This virtuous woman rises while it is yet night~ dedicated to preparing for her family and her helpers. I imagine she used this time in prayer and communication with God. I think it would be nearly impossible to do all that she did without reliance on God. He gives us strength. Without Him, I am certain she would burn out. Think of it, they had no microwaves, no automatic ovens, no frozen bread dough from the store. Of course she had to get up super duper early in order to prepare for the whole day. I don't think that this means that I am to sleep late because I have the accommodation of electricity and pre-prepared foods. I think this just means I have more time to prepare in other ways as well.
As a homeschooling mom, I can get up early and set up the dining room table as their classroom, make coffee, hot chocolate, and sometimes cinnamon rolls. I can clean up in attempts to keep my home neat and organized. I can do my studies before anyone else is even up and moving (that's my favorite part). I think the important part that I observe from this verse is that she is dedicated to making her home a priority. I imagine that as her maidens saw her working so hard, they must have enjoyed working along side her. For me, it's so much easier to work hard for someone who knows how to work hard, than to work for someone who is a slacker.
How can I apply this verse to my life? Well, I'll be setting my alarm a little louder tomorrow, that's a given. I will choose to dedicate my preparation time to prayer time as well and remember that I cannot do all things without Christ who strengthens me (Phil1:4). I have also made a definite choice to be dedicated to the smooth running home I wish to have, just as the woman in this passage.
15. She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens.
This morning I woke up late. I had trouble sleeping because of the eczema on my feet, and our new puppy was well rested by one a.m. and was ready to play and chew. Don't misunderstand and think that I'm complaining. I like quiet time, whether early in the morning, or late in the evening, or even in the midday. I just find it ironic that today, being the day for verse 15, I woke up so late.
This virtuous woman rises while it is yet night~ dedicated to preparing for her family and her helpers. I imagine she used this time in prayer and communication with God. I think it would be nearly impossible to do all that she did without reliance on God. He gives us strength. Without Him, I am certain she would burn out. Think of it, they had no microwaves, no automatic ovens, no frozen bread dough from the store. Of course she had to get up super duper early in order to prepare for the whole day. I don't think that this means that I am to sleep late because I have the accommodation of electricity and pre-prepared foods. I think this just means I have more time to prepare in other ways as well.
As a homeschooling mom, I can get up early and set up the dining room table as their classroom, make coffee, hot chocolate, and sometimes cinnamon rolls. I can clean up in attempts to keep my home neat and organized. I can do my studies before anyone else is even up and moving (that's my favorite part). I think the important part that I observe from this verse is that she is dedicated to making her home a priority. I imagine that as her maidens saw her working so hard, they must have enjoyed working along side her. For me, it's so much easier to work hard for someone who knows how to work hard, than to work for someone who is a slacker.
How can I apply this verse to my life? Well, I'll be setting my alarm a little louder tomorrow, that's a given. I will choose to dedicate my preparation time to prayer time as well and remember that I cannot do all things without Christ who strengthens me (Phil1:4). I have also made a definite choice to be dedicated to the smooth running home I wish to have, just as the woman in this passage.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Proverbs 31:14
10) An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. 11) The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. 12) She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life. 13) She seeks wool and flax, and works with willing hands. 14) She is like the ships of the merchant; she brings her food from afar. 15) She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens. 16) She considers a field and buys it; with the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard. 17) She dresses herself with strength and makes her arms strong. 18) She perceives that her merchandise is profitable. Her lamp does not go out at night. 19) She puts her hands to the distaff, and her hands hold the spindle. 20) She opens her hand to the poor and reaches out her hands to the needy. 21) She is not afraid of snow for her household, for all her household are clothed in scarlet. 22) She makes bed coverings for herself; her clothing is fine linen and purple. 23) Her husband is known in the gates when he sits among the elders of the land. 24) She makes linen garments and sells them; she delivers sashes to the merchant. 25) Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come. 26) She opens her mouth with wisdom, and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue. 27) She looks well to the ways of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. 28) Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her: 29) "Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all." 30) Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. 31) Give her the fruit of her hands, and let her works praise her in the gates.
I suppose as the woman in charge of my home, I need to be conscientious of how I spend money on groceries, what I can grow myself, and what I can travel for. For instance, buying fruit in Colorado, or in Washington, and bringing it home and canning it myself for use throughout the year, rather than waiting for the season that my local grocer will be putting it on the shelf, is quite apparently what the virtuous woman in this passage would do.
My sister is in charge of a much larger household, with many well-behaved children, and a very supportive husband, I am constantly thinking of her while I go over this passage of scripture. She makes her own household cleansers, and has graciously shared them with me, as you may see in my earlier posts. It seems so amazing to me to see her family of 8 (almost 9) living on one income. She is not limited to being thrifty, but she is also dedicated to making her house a home, a clean and organized home at that. I am so proud of the example she lives, not just for me, but also to those around her.
Here are some ideas, (in no particular order) that I have started, and intend to, put into practice, so as to live a life more familiar to the verse I'm contemplating:
- Buy whole grains and legumes in bulk, and use them to prepare my own breads and beans. This in turn is a much healthier alternative than that of purchasing from a retailer.
- Avoid commercial, boxed cereals (even when prepared with whole grains). They are so low in nutritional value, and that's not really what I want to be feeding my family.
- Spend the money I would have used on cereals and breads and canned foods, on quality oils. The Omega-3 oils and the Extra Virgin Olive Oils make better salad dressings, and are better overall in all cooking endeavors.
- Make stocks for soups, rather than purchasing them. It seems silly, but as a society we are so wasteful with our foods. Using the stock from your Christmas ham for meals down the road, seems like an especially good idea.
- Pray more, complain less. Obviously this isn't something that has to be done only in my house, but I do believe that this will make things go much more smoothly in and outside of my home.
Some great websites for recipes~
Dear Heavenly Father,
As I read of this virtuous woman, I am so grateful for the women that you have put around me. You have given me amazing examples, in my grandmothers, in my mother, in my sister, and in many of my friends. You knew I would long to serve You, and You took certain measures in setting me in a place where I would be able to follow wonderful examples. You are truly amazing, and I am in awe of Will. Lord, I ask that you help me to become more like you. I want to be the woman you meant for me to be, not the woman it is easiest to be. You gave me daughters, please let me be a shining example of the kind of mother and wife that you desire.
Your chosen bond-servant.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Proverbs 31:13
Happy Wednesday!!! I'm excited to get going on this investigation of the virtuous woman this morning. I've been looking for notes on the walls of my most favorite role model women, but can't seem to find anything until we get to about verse 20. So, looks like I'll be sticking with my own research. That's okay, I think it's a good way of retaining the information, and I really really need to do that!
10) An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. 11) The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. 12) She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life. 13) She seeks wool and flax, and works with willing hands. 14) She is like the ships of the merchant; she brings her food from afar. 15) She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens. 16) She considers a field and buys it; with the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard. 17) She dresses herself with strength and makes her arms strong. 18) She perceives that her merchandise is profitable. Her lamp does not go out at night. 19) She puts her hands to the distaff, and her hands hold the spindle. 20) She opens her hand to the poor and reaches out her hands to the needy. 21) She is not afraid of snow for her household, for all her household are clothed in scarlet. 22) She makes bed coverings for herself; her clothing is fine linen and purple. 23) Her husband is known in the gates when he sits among the elders of the land. 24) She makes linen garments and sells them; she delivers sashes to the merchant. 25) Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come. 26) She opens her mouth with wisdom, and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue. 27) She looks well to the ways of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. 28) Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her: 29) "Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all." 30) Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. 31) Give her the fruit of her hands, and let her works praise her in the gates.
13. She seeks wool and flax and works with willing hands.
From verse 13-24 we will be looking at this woman's behavior. Back in the days when this was written, wool and flax were materials used for making clothes. At this point in time, under the monarchy of Judah, most matrons were able to go buy the fabric, but this woman procured the raw materials to make her own. What an example she must have set for those in her household. Not just her family members, but also those in her staff, must have recognize that this woman, working with her hands, not just seeking to find them, but she sought to create something wonderful out of them, without complaining or grumbling.
What usually happens at my house is that on my busiest days, I am a stressed out mess. Complaining, hollering out requests, demanding a moment of peace, those have become my traits. But this woman, she just keeps it together all the time. She seems to take pleasure in the pains of making sure that her family is taken care of.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Let me put myself aside Lord. Help me to respond to my duties and to my family with integrity and honor, and please let people see You, in me. Even as I write this prayer I am struggling, with the demands of those who don't know how important time with you can be. Please show them Lord. I need Your work in me, because the work I do alone can never amount to anything. You are almighty, powerful, and capable of every thing, please give me strength to pursue the life you want for me. Let me do all that I do with willing hands and a joyful heart. Oh how I love you, and I am so grateful for your love for me, that even as a sinner, you gave me the gift of grace through the sacrifice of your Son, so that I could be made clean. Thanks Lord. Please continue the good work you've started in me, and my family, and in my home.
In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.
10) An excellent wife who can find? She is far more precious than jewels. 11) The heart of her husband trusts in her, and he will have no lack of gain. 12) She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life. 13) She seeks wool and flax, and works with willing hands. 14) She is like the ships of the merchant; she brings her food from afar. 15) She rises while it is yet night and provides food for her household and portions for her maidens. 16) She considers a field and buys it; with the fruit of her hands she plants a vineyard. 17) She dresses herself with strength and makes her arms strong. 18) She perceives that her merchandise is profitable. Her lamp does not go out at night. 19) She puts her hands to the distaff, and her hands hold the spindle. 20) She opens her hand to the poor and reaches out her hands to the needy. 21) She is not afraid of snow for her household, for all her household are clothed in scarlet. 22) She makes bed coverings for herself; her clothing is fine linen and purple. 23) Her husband is known in the gates when he sits among the elders of the land. 24) She makes linen garments and sells them; she delivers sashes to the merchant. 25) Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come. 26) She opens her mouth with wisdom, and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue. 27) She looks well to the ways of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. 28) Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her: 29) "Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all." 30) Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. 31) Give her the fruit of her hands, and let her works praise her in the gates.
13. She seeks wool and flax and works with willing hands.
From verse 13-24 we will be looking at this woman's behavior. Back in the days when this was written, wool and flax were materials used for making clothes. At this point in time, under the monarchy of Judah, most matrons were able to go buy the fabric, but this woman procured the raw materials to make her own. What an example she must have set for those in her household. Not just her family members, but also those in her staff, must have recognize that this woman, working with her hands, not just seeking to find them, but she sought to create something wonderful out of them, without complaining or grumbling.
What usually happens at my house is that on my busiest days, I am a stressed out mess. Complaining, hollering out requests, demanding a moment of peace, those have become my traits. But this woman, she just keeps it together all the time. She seems to take pleasure in the pains of making sure that her family is taken care of.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Let me put myself aside Lord. Help me to respond to my duties and to my family with integrity and honor, and please let people see You, in me. Even as I write this prayer I am struggling, with the demands of those who don't know how important time with you can be. Please show them Lord. I need Your work in me, because the work I do alone can never amount to anything. You are almighty, powerful, and capable of every thing, please give me strength to pursue the life you want for me. Let me do all that I do with willing hands and a joyful heart. Oh how I love you, and I am so grateful for your love for me, that even as a sinner, you gave me the gift of grace through the sacrifice of your Son, so that I could be made clean. Thanks Lord. Please continue the good work you've started in me, and my family, and in my home.
In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.
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